keep breathing

I saw it once I saw it twice. It was enough for me. I made a huge effort to keep my tears inside of me and I did it. I try to forget you every single day of my life. I try not to think in all the moments that I said to you, "You don't like me, you're still in love with her" and you said to me, "No, I love you. I only love you and it's forever". I'm going to forget you 'cuz I know if I didn't I'll not be able to breath and I wanna breath. I wanna do it so hardly... I love you, I really do and I hate to love you. I was so in love with you I could hardly see. You became my nightmare and knowing you're loving someone else is killing me! I keep saying to myself that I've changed and I will do it until I had really changed. I gave my heart to you but I will not give you my life! This is the only thing I have because you took the rest from me. Now I see that the fear I allways felt had a reason to be. I want desperately fall asleep, maybe the pain I feel travel to another place and leave me (just like you did).

"It's amazing how someone can break your heart but you still love them with all the little pieces."

Catarina