lost

I can't find a way out and I don't know what to do, I'm starting getting crazy because everything disapoint me, my friends, my life... everything including myself. I try not cry and I can do it, because I spent all my day smiling but my interior is suffering. I live one day at the time living intensely every breath I take because I don't know what to do next... Who said this is the best phase of our life is because don't remember their time in child. I'm not happy and something has to change. I'm sorry if I'm not the best student very well behaved, if I'm not the best girl, I'm sorry! But sorry too if I have personality, if I'm allways smiling, If I help the others and if I love mines more than any other thing. I like to talk, I love to smile, I like to act, I like color, I like fashion, I love children, I love NY, Paris and Italy, I love the sea and the flowers, I like freedom, I like love! I'm just like this...I'm not an empty person I am very full person, full of happiness and love... I like beeing just like this so please don't force me to change!

"I'm just a normal girl who lives in a normal town",

(ando cansada e por isso só agora é que pude escrever mais cedo, muitas aulas, muito trabalho, muitos problemas... Uma pequena explicação aos meus seguidores... quer dizer, eles existem? hmmm)

Catarina